Poison(ed)

2010-03-30T19:28:00.002+08:00

Already got Book 1 for The Hollows~ :)
Dead Witch Walking (The Hollows, Book 1), SG$14.86
Yaaaay~! ^_^
Three down, five more books to go!

SG$71.38

2010-03-24T01:44:00.004+08:00

Holy hell.
SG$71.38.
Thats how much I gotta save to get my entire book collection.
My god imma starve and all that jazz.
*groans*
heres a list anyways...
just so anyone can like look around and find cheaper prices than Kinokuniya?
The Hollows by Kim Harrison.
Book:
1) Dead Witch Walking (The Hollows, Book 1), SG$14.86
2) The Good, the Bad, and the Undead (The Hollows, Book 2), SG$13.86
3) Every Which Way but Dead (The Hollows, Book 3), SG$14.06
4) A Fistful of Charms (The Hollows, Book 4), SG$14.74
5) For a Few Demons More (The Hollows, Book 5), SG$13.86
6) The Outlaw Demon Wails (The Hollows, Book 6), I have this one.
7) White Witch, Black Curse (The Hollows, Book 7), have this one too.
8) Black Magic Sanction (Rachel Morgan, Book 8), Kinokuniya currently doesn't have it yet.. I think.

♥xoxo♥,
DeMira.

gym.

2010-03-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

i want to go to the gyyyyyyyym :(
*sulks then grumbles*
nak go?
^__^
if want, then come come~!
chien~! LMAO
♥xoxo♥,
DeMira.

argh.

2010-03-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

Je m'ennuie bitch.
I'm bored bitch.

Well at least I'm getting better in this HTML editing shizz;)
♥xoxo♥,
DeMira.

2010-03-06T21:58:00.005+08:00

I'm tired of you being rude.
Tired of you walking in front of me when we go out.
Tired of these fights.
Tired of you treating me like my opinion doesn't mean anything to you.
No I am not tired of you.
That can never happen.
But I'm just so tired of crying.
Making excuses for you to everyone.
Do I mean that little to you?
Am I your girlfriend or am I merely a slave for you to order?
Doesn't my being your girlfriend give me equal rights to walk next to you and not behind you?
Doesn't my being your girlfriend give me the right to voice my opinion as it is?
Sometimes you can make me so happy.
But at times like this;
I'm not so sure anymore.
It's hurting too much now...

It's crazy, right? To love someone who's hurt you. It's crazier to think that someone who hurts you loves you

If this is the end, thank you for everything...

2010-03-01T13:16:00.007+08:00

bitch; you amuse me.
I am what I am; not what you make of me.

RIP: Julissa Lafarga.

2010-01-15T22:11:00.003+08:00

`RIP: Julissa Lafarga.
[January 25, 1987 to January 13, 2010]
You will be missed dearly.
"The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments.
Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny.
And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember,
it's only in the black of night that you see the stars
and those stars lead you back home."
- One Tree Hill

Jacob Black ♥

2009-11-25T18:15:00.005+08:00

It’s not like love at first sight, really.
It’s more like… gravity moves.
When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore.
She does.
And nothing matters more than her.
And you would do anything for her, be anything for her…
You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother.
Jacob Black, Eclipse, Chapter 8, p.176

RE: hyporites.

2009-11-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

Taken from blogpost of Monday, March 10, 2008.

Hypocrites.

Can't live with them; Can't live without them.
Question: Who and what do these people do?
Answer:They condemn other people for certain things. I.e. such as clothing, hair, lifestyle, attitude, etcetera. However, they fail to look at themselves before they judge others. By the simple reason that they think that they are better and of higher standards than most.

Why?

It’s human nature my dear.

Simple.
As.
That.

Okay. Just in case no one understands my simple terms up there, here is the dictionary version.

1. a pretense of having a virtuous character, moral or religious beliefs or principles, etc., that one does not really possess.

2. a pretense of having some desirable or publicly approved attitude.

3. an act or instance of hypocrisy.

Tada!
There you have it.
I’m writing about this, because majority of the people in my school are like that.
I’m sorry if anyone is taking offense of anything I’m saying here, but it’s just the truth I’m writing.
You don’t like it, big deal. It’s my blog anyways.
I just can’t bring myself to care on what anyone thinks about certain things anymore.

So really love, it ISN'T hypocrisy when you asked for it.and how can it be HYPOCRISY when we're just STATING THE OBVIOUS sweetheart? -smiles-

So sweetheart, congratulations! You now have people hating you.

Oh yeah! and ~~almost~~ copying me will do you no good. GET YOU OWN GODFORSAKEN MATERIAL GODDAMNIT.

fuck this shit.

Undead Army

2009-10-30T13:50:00.001+08:00

BOOM!

2009-10-29T16:41:00.001+08:00

View the complete Hollywood Undead tour schedule

OurWorld

2009-10-05T22:46:00.007+08:00

Ever wondered what I do everytime I get on my lappy?
First of all, i check my video subscriptions on youtube.
(to see if there are new vids posted by people like Shane Dawson or Michael Buckley or Brittani Taylor! [I subscribed to them ^^])
Second, I go on facebook!
(to play all my fave apps like Sorority Life, Mafia Wars, vampire Wars, Pet Society, etc. etc)
At the same time, I go on OurWorld.
It like an avatar chat thingy where you can sign up for free and dress up your character and all and get to meet people from all over the world and play games like Diner Dash and things of that nature!
so yeah! thats about it. tee hee~ join me on OurWorld?

wanna watch?

2009-09-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

The Ugly Truth.
Inglorious Bastards.
Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs.
Dara.
Zombieland.
Jennifer's Body.
If Singapore's rating system is as fucked up as it already is, then two of those movies above would be NC16 OR M18. mutherucker.
I'm 17. So dont care if NC16. BUT M18?!?!?!
I'll kill the nearest idiot.
i wanna watch Jennifer's Body:(
and and Dara ^^
the trailer was freaky. like DUUUUUUDE.
this lady that looks like a delicate doll with long black hair and she's holding a bloodied chainsaw behind her back coming towards you and she talks like she's doing screamo. LMFAO
I quote Danial(mrperezhilton), "she is freaky; but borderline funny."
lol
so yeeeeah.
Singapore, dont.fuck.this.up.
Or we are THROUGH! You heard me?!
hmph.merajuk ah! lol
p.s: blame the fruity pebbles.i swear thats crack.

ride for you

2009-08-15T14:30:00.001+08:00

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if were broken apart.

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby.

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance.

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me, I'll go.
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me.

funhouse

2009-08-07T19:25:00.002+08:00

this week has been a load of funhouse~
thanks to Ze BFFs(:
love you guys.lol
you guys should hear p!nk's song... Funhouse.
LMAO
anyways, i'm off.
Ishyy, you asked for an update, you got it.
nah.ambek kau. ^^
Lots of love,
Princess Paris.
LMFAO
just kidding. ^^

rawr

2009-08-05T15:20:00.003+08:00

mira: "why'd you take off your belt?"
dav: "to whip you.rawr."
lmao
watched movie, haunting in connecticut.
it was great...with added sound effect from an indian girl sitting 2seats to my right that is....
she kept screaming excessively over a tad bit of everything.
LMAO
gahh.
bored.i wanna watch GI JOE!!!!!!!
can? ^^

meh....

2009-08-02T13:15:00.002+08:00

fuck.
thats it.
just.
fuck.
i'm done with this shit.
ps: the party last night was great "y'all" lol
thanks ish for inviting us and thanks nina for having us!
once again, happy birthday~
and i wanna play with the sand again 0_o
and, you idiots will NOT make me do stupid things like call someone that wouldn't even have the decency to answer his phone.
thanks a lot aye?
*smack*

meh

2009-07-31T20:11:00.003+08:00

i dunno what to wear....
fuck.

The Past Week.

2009-07-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

sigh.
the past week....
never did anything WOW really -.-
just stayed home and do nothing -.-
yesterday, we, namely danishka (lol), ishyy, fiz and i went to the gym~
as usual.and fuck i felt like fainting!
and then danial wanted to come:(
but couldn't.
WHY?!
cause his tuition ends at this time and then by the time he arrives, we would've wrap things up and head home.
next time k?
cant wait for this saturday~ ^^
OOH!
and NEXT SUNDAY!!!!!!
someone knows what i'm talking about!
LMAO
geshygeshygeshygeshygeshygeshy!
0_o
yes guys, mira has gone bonkers.
why?
cause her previous much loved blog layout went kuku and the pictures disappeared.
safe to say that she got BEYOND pissed.
lol
mira is also finding paris hilton's perfume.
please help her find it? ^^
she wants the Heiress one.
and no, danishka, it doesn't smell like cotton candy nor does it smell like sperm.
ROFLMFAO
inside joke.heh
so yeeeeeeah.
then i followed my mom to my aunt's place just now, hanged out with my...primary5 cousin.
and watched the end of high school musical 3 (he was watching it when i arrived) and then i watched hairspray while he was dowstairs playing with his friends.and after that i watched harry potter and the order of the phoenix. ^^
all of that, while waiting for my beloved cousin to come home -.-
lol and now i've just reached home, and changed my blog layout.
i know i'm ranting and rambling and that you guys are probably not reading this already cause i'm just that boring.
thank you very much. *sarcasm, loves*
and i'm off~!
ISHYY!
partypartypartypartypartypartypartypartypartyparty~! ^^

DONE.

2009-07-29T21:56:00.001+08:00

NO MORE changing layouts!
my head is like pounding tryna get everything straight -.-
no wonder ish gets someone to do it for him...
that lazy ass.
gahh.does THIS look nicer?

does this look nicer?

2009-07-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

does this look nicer?
i dunno....this thing looks fucked up.
sigh......
depressed again~

Cell Block Tango from Chicago the Movie

2009-07-12T20:53:00.004+08:00

"You know how people
have these little habits.
That get you down. Like Bernie.
Bernie like to chew gum.
No, not chew. POP.
So I came home this one day.
And I am really irritated, and I'm
looking for a bit of sympathy
and there's Bernie layin'
on the couch, drinkin' a beer
and chewin'. No, not chewin'.
Poppin'. So, I said to him,
I said, "you pop that
gum one more time..."
and he did.
So I took the shotgun off the wall
and I fired two warning shots...
...into his head."

That was my favourite part(:
where can i learn to dance tango?
i wanna learn how to dance that -.-
the point of this post?
Hell hath no fury a woman scorned, sweetheart.

i want

2009-07-06T19:39:00.002+08:00

new clothes.
[cause someone complained that i wear too much black]
-.-
more make up.
[i just want them okay.jeez]
heels?
[i need to be girly once in a while, no?]
uh.....
in general, i wanna start dressing like a GIRL.
why?
cause i'm one.
duh guys.
-.-

sigh

2009-07-04T13:55:00.002+08:00

whats up with girls and you?
after one bitch leaves you the fuck alone, another one takes her place.
GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

be a spoilt brat!

2009-06-30T17:59:00.003+08:00

AND DEMAND

THAT HOLLYWOOD

UNDEAD COME

TO SINGAPORE!!!

View all Singapore events on Eventful

sigh

2009-06-29T20:39:00.004+08:00

loud sigh.
i probably did that loads of times.
yeah.this is another heartache rant.
another fight.
another stupid matter.
another breakdown.
another heartache.
another night of crying myself to sleep.
sigh.
are you like...allergic to bitchy attitudes or what?
that was like...a tiny weeny bit of attitude because i was having gastric and you wouldn't choose where to eat that wasn't fast food.
i'm really sick of fast food.
one look and i feel like vomitting.
and then funny how you asked me out.
i came out.
and then you tell me to go home.
funny really.
sigh.
in all honesty, i don't really know where i stand for you.
you say you love me.
you say you wanna make us last as long as possible.
but the way you act, the way you treat me, i dont see it at all.
sigh.
well.sometimes i see it.but most of the times?
like right now?
and in all honestly dear, do you really really care for me?
do you really really love me?
do i really really mean anything at all to you?
sigh.
i dont even feel like eating anymore...
probably wont eat till you start talking to me again.
shrugs.i dunno!
sigh.
i dunno what to do.
honestly.
if i do mean something to you, you know how to reach me.

I'm just in a rut
and I swear I'm tryin baby please
Baby don't leave
god-damn I'm a fuck up
But I guess that's just me
so I sit in my room
and I'll cry in my bed
thinkin about all the shit
that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb
but it seems so steep

i want

2009-06-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

a nokia n97.
bloody hell~!!
do they come in black or pink?
^^

The Diary

2009-06-20T23:20:00.005+08:00

Hollywood Undead The Diary Lyrics:
[Intro/chorus x2 (Deuce)]
'Cause I don´t wanna be like this
I´ve been runnin' these streets
for too long now
I´ve got nothing that´s true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home

[J3T]
I fuckin' swear that I care
but it´s hard when you stare
into the bottom of a bottle
that is empty and bare
all my desolate soul
in my desolate home
it´s my desolate role
yeah I´m here all alone
I can´t think of a reason
to get the fuck out of bed
curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead?
I haven´t shaved in a week
I always slur when I speak
tolerance at it´s peak
another fifth just to sleep
oh woe is me woe is me
I guess I need love
hoes ya see hoes ya see
I´m just in a rut
and I swear I´m tryin baby please
Baby don´t leave
god-damn I´m a fuck-up
But I guess that´s just me
so I sit in my room
and I´ll cry in my bed
thinkin about all the shit
that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb
but it seems so steep
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/pXWC ]
pour myself a fuckin' whisky
and go back to sleep... bitch

[Chorus x2]

I watch my momma cry
she says 'baby why?'
I say 'baby died,
baby's gone like a suicide'
I don´t think you´ll
see him soon, mom
stay out my room, mom
Tell daddy that I hate that mother fucker
like you, Mom.
I sing this shit for
you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan
these beers keep gettin' warmer
every time that I hold 'em
I pour this out for you
like a partner in crime
it´s part of the times
when you´re sick in the mind
yeah I´m sick, oh so sick
I´m so sick of this shit
Yeah I´m lit, oh so lit
I´m so fucked up off it
so I stumble around
til I stumble fall down
to this puddle of my tears
layin here on the ground

When you´ve got nothing left
you´ve got nothing left to lose
with my last left single breath
I´ll still be singing to you
so when you bury me man
you better bury me deep
and sing along to this song
because you´re broken like me.

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge - Deuce x2]
And I wanna go back to the start
back where we started from
and I know it´s been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong
I was wrong all along

[Chorus]

someone

2009-06-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

sigh....
b, i love you.
really i do.
and i dont say i love you if i dont mean it.
aby....i need you:(
ps to ry; ('.') ^^

sigh

2009-06-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

chubby bunny is confused.
chubby bunny is depressed.
can't you just tell me what'd i do?
chubby bunny feels like SHIT.

sigh

2009-06-18T13:11:00.004+08:00

chubby bunny cried and he thought it was a runny nose.
chubby bunny wonders if he cares.
chubby bunnny wonders if she means anything to him.
chubby bunny wonders if he'll ever trust her to let her in on his genuine emotions.
chubby bunny has chest pains.again.
chubby bunny doesn't care if there's absolutely nothing to do when we go out.
chubby bunny just wants to see him and spend time with him.
be it at tp central, a library, a sidewalk (-.-) or a hospital's cafeteria.
chubby bunny feels like she's dying slowly.
she is when you think properly.
you're dying slowly too.
so yeah.
chubby bunny is getting depressed.
she is.
he goes out in the morning to scold some friend but wont call chubby bunny at all.
cause chubby bunny told him to call her when he wakes up.
so.....chubby bunny's dear boyfriend, do you honestly care?
p.s: (time:6.30pm) chubby bunny is officially depressed.

bored

2009-06-15T18:46:00.002+08:00

BORED.

WHO WANNA

GO OUT ON

WEDNESDAY AND

WATCH MOVIE

- DRAG ME TO HELL?!

no, not literally drag me to hell.
-.- idiots.lol
text meh with yo shit.
LMFAO
Hollywood Undead is getting to my head ^^
it ryhmes!
yes, mira.shut up now.
LOL
sorry.high on the fly~! (:
so yeah.
movie. wednesday. text. call. Hollywood Undead. ROCKS.
`you little fucking disease.
Johnny's taking heads off of the faggots who hate.

I wanna do that to my hair >.<
but when i don't straighten it, I'll look like some kinda ahlian.kns.

♥ to ish(:

2009-06-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

wei....
whats wrong?
ish-ay, just cause SOME people dont stand by their word of being there for you, that doesn't mean that everyone is the same.
c'mon.
cheer up k?
nobody said that you have to be perfect.you just gotta be yourself(: (whoever told you to be perfect is a stupid motherfucker)
if some idiot out there doesn't like you for who you are, then let them miss out on the fun things that makes you special(:
its their loss, not yours.
so c'mon!
lets see that big grin of yours that only you can pull off(:
cause hey.
nobody is perfect.
dont beat yourself up just cause some people just cant stand being less better of a friend than you are.
if you wanna know who cares?
i care. titi cares. taz cares too.
who would save you from yourself?
i would.
who would catch you if you fall?
i wont mind.
and i promise you, these aren't empty words.
there are people out there who cares.
they're just like dreams.
you just have to know where to look and how to find(:
cheer up k?
hugs real tight.
`from mira-EC,
to a true friend(:

BOOM!

2009-06-11T18:24:00.001+08:00

POW!

muahahahahahaha

fuck

2009-06-10T13:02:00.001+08:00

remind me again why i haven't told her to fuck off?

sigh

2009-06-09T10:26:00.004+08:00

tell me how much of a dysfunctional girlfriend am i?
when every move i make is wrong.

sigh

2009-06-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

you just like to make things difficult dont you?

waiting

2009-06-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

for saac.
for him to be free.
next johor outing with abang taz.
next train ride. ^^ (choo choo~!)
more money. (cough)
more clothes. (cough cough)
that dress. (cough cough wheeze)
the end.
LMFAO.
no, i'm not waiting for the end of the world.
i meant that thats the end of the list -.-
gosh you guys are such pessimists!
lol
gahh i'm bored.

sigh

2009-05-31T08:50:00.003+08:00

how could you.
really.
god i'm in pain
chest hurts so bad that its numb.
yet i cant keep the tears from running
i cant stop thinking of you
and when i do, the pain just intensify
seriously.
how could you.
all i did was say something when i was too angry to think and you go and do this
oh.when you were angry and said something you didnt mean and ask for forgiveness, i gave it to you.
so when i say something i dont mean, i wont get forgiveness?
ever?
so instead you prefer to just ignore me and leave me hanging with the question of whether we are still together or not.
if the answer is no, i dont wanna hear you say it.
god i cant be bothered to do anything
it hurts......alot.
mira is dying.....
say your prayers guys

ignored

2009-05-30T16:39:00.005+08:00

sigh.
i'm being ignored.
fuck my heart hurts like hell.
hope you're happy aye?
i know i should've accepted your apology the first time.
but when you're angry, do you really think?
do you really mean everything that come out of your fucking mouth when you're angry?
you said so yourself, no.
so you should know that i'm the same.
so what's up with you right now?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?

Sorry

2009-05-28T21:40:00.012+08:00

sigh
sometimes i wonder why i bother
sometimes i wonder if it were better if i dont exist
sometimes i wonder would people even care if i was around?
i think he doesn't.think.
sometimes he behaves like he cares...sometimes not.
sometimes he makes me feel loved.cherished even.
sometimes, like now, i feel like walking away.
and i still don't know why i haven't walked away.
i didn't hesitate with all the other guys.why start hesitating now?
my chest hurts like fuck.like everytime we fight.but it just gets more and more painful.
i'm so fucking confused.
i want to cry.i want to scream.i want to hit something.throw something.hug something.sob those heartwrenching sobs and kill myself.
i feel like if i were to walk away from him, my whole world would crash down.
sometimes i dont even know why i behave the way i do.
sometimes i dont wanna act like a bitch but i cant bring myself to stop acting like one.

i don't know.
i just don't.
again, i can't think straight.
i know i'm babbling but i really cant stop.
sometimes i want to say sorry but the words would never come out.
sometimes i want to hug you but my muscles refuse to move.
sometimes i want to stop crying but the tears just wouldn't stop.
sometimes i want to show you how much i love you but i dont know how to show it.
is it your fault to not want to get involved with me anymore?
no.its mine.
entirely mine.
because i'm just a bitch who can't stop herself from doing certain things.
things that may hurt everyone around her.
i'm so sorry but it's probably too late.
i'm sorry but you probably stopped caring.
i'm sorry but you're tired of hearing it.
i'm sorry that i just can't stop.

In a time of need only few can see what´s wrong
millions tend to crawl but only those who
choose can make it through this all.
only few can sing like lions 'cause we sing until we're gone
and we´ve got each others backs until we're back where we belong,
a woman held my shield and through the battle we did wrong
a man who taught me wisdom through the static we recall,
and maybe when we' re gone our names will echo through the stars,
every start's got it´s ending even when we´ve
learned to rise above it all

And now I´m floatin' right above my coffin as it closes I look down
I see,sigh, as she´s cryin on my moma's shoulder.
I look up into the sky as the gates to heaven open somethin's wrong
is this destiny or am I goin' home,
what will happen to my soul will I come back I don´t know,
will you meet me when it´s over let me know,
You can meet me here in heaven don´t you ever let me go
This love this hate is burning me away.

what happened to not making girls cry?
did you know i sometimes go to sleep crying after we fought?
if i were to stab myself in the chest and twist the knife; would it make the pain any lesser?
would you forgive me if i were to hit myself? would it make you feel better?
i'm so sorry

Shane Dawson

2009-05-27T19:49:00.010+08:00

Two words.
Shane. Dawson.
One word.
Funny.
Three words.
He. Is. Hot.
One word.
WATCH.

P.S: Disney Channel is watching you. -straight face- LMAO!
P.SS: The bible is sooo freakin' confusing. -turns it back upside down- Oh.
P.SSS: Who said "no"? Why Demi Lavato? Pfft. Skank.
P.SSSS: Shane Dawson's eyes are very very pretty. I can drown in them. ^.^
P.SSSSS: D, can i have him in SAAC? Pwetty pwease? With a cherry on top of me?

2009-05-19T22:57:00.001+08:00

this html stuff is pissing me off -.-
fuck it la! hmph.this cute cute ^^
i like~!
tata dada~!
twirls around and trips.ow.
d.put that in saac.lol

2009-04-24T14:27:00.002+08:00

fuck this shit:(
i can never do anything right right?
i'll always screw up and then when i try to apologies, you wont listen cause you're probably tired of hearing it already:(
you probably dont care, but there's this hollow feeling in my chest everytime we fight.and then when it starts aching.yes, physically aching.
most of the times, i'm just so confused about what we're fighting about.
you say that what we're fighting about is stupid.then why do you still provoke me?
sigh...and sometimes, my god.sometimes, when you're in that "laid back" mood of yours, it doesn't seem "laid back".it seems downright cold.like you dont care.
i ask do you care? you always say you do.but when we fight and i say i'm sorry, you seem like you do.
now i dont even know what to do.i wanna curl up and cry till you finally wanna talk to me.i wanna fight with you till you see my point.i wanna just hug you and cry.i wanna scream and hit you till i cant stand.

What did I do to give us the cue
I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all it’s from me
Go head, keep your keys, that’s not what I need from you
You think that you know (Enrique:I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Enrique:oh yeah),
How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl
You’re out of control (Enrique:so what?), how could you let go (Enrique:oh yeah)
Don’t you know I’m not attached to materials

gosh.my head hurts from thinking.my heart hurts from this fight.my eyes keep watering.i cant think that straight.i dunno what to say to make things better.
i seriously dont.so when you finally wanna talk to me, you know how to get me.
and till then, i'll go crawl into a hole somewhere i cry my eyes out.
thank you and good night baby.

2009-04-19T09:23:00.004+08:00

yesh. ellu.
i dunno.
random post.
ROFLMFAO
i know.
i missh everyoneeeeee!!!
<3
pout.
I VANT SHEE LEANDRA . IZYANI . DANIAL . DANIEL . IRSYAD [!!!!! ^^] . [uh...who else? ooh!] RY . CASS . ZACH [if he wants to see me and hang out -.-] . SUGAR [!!!] . AND I CANT THINK OF ANYONE ELSE!! [oh wait.one more person] && FIZ [or you little people know him by Izzy -.- (i'm not little.i'm miniscule.lol?]

Gahh! how in hell do you play F.E.A.R and/or F.E.A.R 2?
i mean like how do i kill the ghost? it keeps weaving in and out of sight, and i cant shoot it, and it keeps hitting me!
knn.stupid ghost.
the girl is kinda creepy though.and the epilogue does make sense.
something about man creating monster of some sort.
what'd they say D?
recall for me please and thank you(:
next post, imma put up a wishlist [most probably]
aaaand...the answer to the last game was: F--- You by Lily Allen.
aaaaaaand yeah.
Next one(:

Walk softly, don't want to disturb the dead
Is it an enemy in front of me, or have I been mislead
Should I stay of fold, I think I'll pack my shit and go
I've always been the wait around type, underground,
Nothing more than a friend

Wear these clothes, walk this way, do exactly what they say
It's your life, but they're way, follow me it's all the same
Wear these clothes, walk this way, do exactly what they say
It's your life, but they're way, follow me it's all the same

so yesh.thats the new one(: confirm noone can guess(:
answers in the tag board please and thank you<3
anything, text me(: <3
tank yous. *curtsey*
toodles! *air kisses*

Baby: look b! ufo :-/
me: ufo kau yang datang sini -_- [he was tryna change the subject! the prude.lol love you la]

Note: [fo sho!] i vant that dress from topshop and obviously, those heels that i picked that THEY DIDNT HAVE MY SIZE IN! knn.DDDD!!! why no size?! help find those heels can? i vant the ones that i picked and nothing else! sumpah! ROFLMFAO

2009-04-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.
Wanna play a game?
I post a verse or two of a song and whoever reads my blog and knows the title of the song, tell me(:
Here's the first one:

Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful?
Cause there’s a hole where your soul should be.
You’re losing control of it.
And it’s really distasteful.

Fuck you, fuck you very very much~
Cause we hate what you do.
And we hate your whole crew.
So please don’t stay in touch.

lol i pretty gave it away here.
d, you're not allowed to give the answer to this nor to anyone else.
lets see how smart they are.
grins winkwink.

and OMG!! on facebook, i took this quiz cause i got bored.
yes, d, i need a life.care to supply one for me?
anyways, then the thing is called "how much of a minah are you?"
-.- i know.
anyways, the outcome was that i'm 78% minah.and that i'm a minah in denial.
which part of me screams minah?
LOL! but the last part was funny(:
here's the result:

The Minah Golden Rule: You are only a minah if you deny being a Minah. A Malay girl is by default a Minah, mana mau lari beb? You may dress in Zara/Topshop/River Island, you eat at nice restaurants and your room only holds Ikea furniture, but then once in a while, when someone in the train calls you a minah, do we hear a, "EH PUKIMAK KAU AR! SIAPA KAU PANGGIL MINAH NI?"

`oh hushh you with your complainings and just kiss me damnit!

Note: hmm...speaking of Topshop.... looks at d.heh heh

2009-04-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

I WANNA WATCH THIS!!
cause he's super duper uber HAWTT!
ry, as hot as those italian mafia guys.
yes, he is.rofl
clears throat.
er...hi!
sorry for making you worry ry.lol
i'm okay(:
was just sneezing my ass off.lol
now kinda okay(:
lol
so yesh.
thanks for asking(:
lol
people, i'm looking for a job.
yesh, a job.
till next year.
so yeah...
if possible, i wanna work at a skate shop or a guitar shop or a pet shop ^^
help find?
pleasepleaseplease??
need money):
pout.
pweaseeeeee???
be roadie also i dont mind(:
rofl

2009-04-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

i feel like shit

SleeQ

2009-03-13T14:40:00.003+08:00

SleeQ

Hey guys(:
I found this two malay guys from Singapore(duh)
Their SleeQ. yes, thats their name.
Their....hip hop, r&b-ish, english and malay songs.
and their music is awesome.
Like bloody freaking amazing awesome.lol
They formed in.... 2005.
I'm bloody late, yes i know.
lol
Listen to their songs!!
You'll like it. For those peeps who understand malay, listen to Cun Saja its funny(: lol
okie.nothing fun happened these few days or weeks.
just go lan, play Left 4 Dead, use cheat codes last night. lol
it was like...awesome in some way.
lol cause like we never ran out of ammo, our life didnt decrease even if we were hit by the tanker multiple times.
but please.if you flew off from the top of Mercy Hospital, of course you'll die. (duh) lol
i dunno what's the cheat codes.cause i was playing the game with a friend of a friend.so yesh.
I'll ask him the next time i play with him(:
he kept spawning tankers -____- lol
and they kept chasing me around. -____-
and the other guys kept chasing the tankers around. -____-
so it was like we're playing catching in l4d.
0_o
roflmfao
i know.lol
catching with tankers.lol
and that guy, zack, i think, he kept flying around. i dunno how, but his character flew in the air and levitated.wtf, i know.
i was like "get down here and kill da! what you doing up there? enjoying the view eh?" lol
and we finished Dead Air in 36mins flat. cause we did a speed run. alert horde, run run run, kill kill kill, safe room, go out, kill kill kill, safe room, repeat sequence, finale, kill kill kill kill, rescue arrives, we're safe(:
All Survivors Have Escaped(:
Hooray!
okay.i'm done ranting.toodles(:

quizzie

2009-02-22T23:54:00.007+08:00

1.Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Catch Me If You Can - Ana Johnsson

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Like A Rose - A1

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Super Girl - Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Like A Star - Taio Cruz feat. After The Money

WHAT IS YOUR MOTO?
What Have You Done Now - Within Temptation

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Collide - Krystal Meyers

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Hand of Blood - Bullet for My Valentine

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Keeps Gettin' Better - Christina Aguilera (hmm.true.lol)

WHAT IS 2+2?2+2 =
Rain On Your Parade - Duffy

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Fly On The Wall - Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Good Girl Gone Bad - Rihanna (again, true)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
How To Touch A Girl - Jojo

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
100% - Angelspit

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Lip Gloss and Black - Atreyu

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
About You Now - Miranda Cosgrove

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Gothic Christmas - Within Temptation

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
My Leftovers - Porcelain and The Tramps

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just Like Me - Jamie Foxx feat. T.I. (lol)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
I Wanna Be - Chris Brown

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Situations - Escape The Fate

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Numb - Linkin' Park (oh yes please)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Bust It Baby - Neyo feat. Plies

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Insomnia - Craig David

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
SOS - Rihanna (lol.thats far from the truth)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Love Bug - Jonas Brothers (coincidently...lol)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Play My Music - Jonas Brothers (hand clapping, hips shaking, hearts breaking.lol)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Crush - David Archuleta

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Whatever You Like - T.I (truthfully.lol)

Dawn of the Dead

2009-02-21T21:30:00.007+08:00

Note: If the picture is too small, please click on it. It will take you to a page where the picture would be enlarged. If you wanna watch the preview, there is a video attached below this post. WARNING: It is extremely disturbing to some people.
I'm bored.lol
after waking up, eating, showered, do the usual stuff people who dont have to go to school and rot at home do, i switched on my lappie(:
i checked my uTorrent and lo and behold, my movie finished downloading.
time to watch it(:
Its Dawn of The Dead.
it came out like....in 2004.lol
and yesh, its nice.
imagine waking up one day, your daughter steps into your room, and bites your husband's neck and they both become zombies.
Then imagine stepping out of the house, and you see havoc being wrecked throughout the whole neighbourhood.
like woah.lol
the movie is mainly gore.but has some nudity too. like the female lead was driving her car, and this dazed naked woman walked pass her car.lol
like wtf??
anyways, its nice. if it isn't a bit unnerving cause some of the characters are just stupid bitches and idiots. so yesh.lol
to all you people who love a tad of suspense, a pinch of action, a poke of nudity, a whole gallon of blood and gore, you MUST watch Dawn of The Dead. Oh. And not forgeting, House of A 1000 Corpse. Thats nice too. :D
P.S: When there's no more room in Hell; The dead will walk the Earth.
P.SS: Anyone who plays L4D, I have a strong feeling that the maps are a rendition of this movie. Just a feeling y'all.

meow

2009-02-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

i'm bored. very bored.
just got left 4 dead(:
got it from mininova((:
ssssshhhhhh!!!!!
keep that a secret.lol
pinky promise!!
anyways......i avoided every witch possible(:
and 2000plus zombies were hurt in the making of my first run test.lol
die you zombies!!!
DIE
clears throat. ellu(:
lol
people!!
add me on steam or something.jeez.
kittyboo7 or pandora.
try both yaw?
and i wanna watch the hannah montana movie in april!!!!!

pout

2009-02-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

i'm sad.
a certain someone is pissed at me.
i'm bloody sorry la.
jeez.
know what?
i'm SORRY
Very very very very sorry.
i'll fucking beg on your feet kind of sorry k?
if you still not happy tell me.
i'll get straight to my knees and beg for your forgiveness.
thank you and good night.
hugs and kisses to everyone.
grumbles

ellu(:

2009-01-31T19:08:00.003+08:00

HELLLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!
who missed me??!?!!
my dears, couldn't update cause my comp was being a bitch and crashed (out the window)
and and then, i got a laptop ^~^
fyi, its pink. along with my mouse and new earpieces((:
piiiiiiiiiiink!!
hugs laptop(:
love love you you.
mmmmmmwah!!
hehe
no, i'm not okay(: lol
in case you people forgot what i look like, and who missh me alot alot, here my lastest picture(s) you!~

nah.abek kau.rofl
rolls around. i'm bored.
currently downloading maplestory patch.
wahh!!!!
have to wait 5hours)):
i cry cry tau):
pout.
i want hug hug!!
everyone!!
gimme hugs? ^~^
pwease?
love love, miraaaaaaa!~

2008-11-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

I am bored.
Honestly.
There is absolutely nothing I want more than popcorn right now.
Ooh! And a really good movie, and someone to snuggle up with!
(:
But when I see those popcorn they sell at 7/11, I'm in the freaking bus and can't get off. Right Faid, Daniel and Fiz?
Grumbles.
That stupid popcorn just HAVE to be in the middle of nowhere.
Wails.
CASSIEEEEE!!!
Why are you leaving us, love?!
WHY?!
Rofl
RYANNNNN!!! Why the beach?!
1) I'll get tan(ned) and I don't want that to happen.
2) I'm not, I repeat, NOT, swimming in a tee and shorts. Wait. Shorts are acceptable(: Tee, no. I'll get a funny tan line.
3) I am NOT bikini, tankini, or any other kini you can think of, friendly.
Ask my body why. lol I have babats on my tummy, upper arms and thighs.
My god. The thighs. Their like tree trunks.
Wakakakakaka.
Clears throat.
Hello loves(:
lol
No seriously.
Aaaaaand 4) This lyrics are stuck in my head.

Brat Pack Lyrics
Artist(Band):The Rocket Summer
For about four years I’ve hated this town
Yeah, so much I just wanna get out
Since graduation was long ago
Please somebody get me out of this hole
Cause I don’t want to get stuck in here
When I am thirty-four just talkin' 'bout high school years
No I don’t wanna be there, and feel so stuck right here
Back and forth, side to side, oh my dear

My foot to the floor I will drive to the place
Where I can kick it with friends through the night
A place we'll talk about now and the past what the future holds
Hanging out with not much to do
Just aimless with each other - is what we do

Cause this ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that it’s like its all we have

Whoa! Whoa!

Come on say "Oh! Oh! Get on the floor!
Dance 'till you got no more!"
I know its there somewhere
Don’t worry I'll be there to rock the party all night
To rock it 'til there's light our fists in the air
Fightin' the good fight
Cause' we were singing along to Peter Gabriel's "sledgehammer" song
You know it’s clear that tonight we belong in this place
So I step back to reflect in this town I hate
And at least just for a second I think I might stay

This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that

So I'll run away to the hopes that I have
But still I fall asleep in the arms of my past
And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that
I just lay back down

Again, everyday

So maybe later today I'll know
What I will do with my life as I know it
Maybe for now I'll drive back to that place where I belong
And hope to God it hasn’t changed

This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that no no no

This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that
That is that it’s like its all we have
[End]

So yeah.
Good old memories aye?
Grumbles.
Boredboredboredboredbored.
And I'm on my final book of the Dante Valentine Novels series by Lilith Saintcrow.
It's awesome.
So awesome, that I don't think any other book can surpass it's amazingness.
You peoples should read it(:
AH-MAZING, I TELL YA! AH-MAZING!
20 thumbs up over 10 thumbs rating!
Honestly.
If you like demons, necromancers, Lucifer, the "higher/greater being" things then it's the book for you!
Sigh.
Where was I?
Oh yes.
Boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored.
I choose that picture up there, because.
I had a boyfriend who can't sing for nuts.
But he sang for me on the phone cause I asked him to.
Burst out laughing.
But he turned out to be those wanna be 'bengs and a cling-ish kinda person.
Figures.
Hmm.
lol
Aaaaaand, there was another one who stayed with me on the phone while I just kept quiet because he pissed the fuck out of me. So yeah.
Two whole hours of silence, then I hung up and severed all ties.
Peachy.
Meh.
Their both chinese dudes!
Who can't really hold up a proper conversation without the use of singlish and chinese terms like "bo eng lah!".
I know we're Singaporean and all, but really, we don't have to use such terms to describe you being not free on that day.
Figures, really.
But overall, the reason why I put up that picture, is because no one really tells anyone that their beautiful anymore.
(:
Cause really.
Think about it.
Between friends, for that one day, a friend went out of her own way to dress up real nice to hang out with the group.
They don't even notice.
Harsh huh?
lol
Remember, I'm not pointing fingers.
Just saying.
Hugs and kisses, I'm off!
(Another version of the above picture)

mew

2008-11-20T15:18:00.005+08:00

Been reading stories on Quizilla.com again lately.
It seems that there are more amazing stories being posted up once again.
Ah.
The wonderful smell of creative juices(:
rofl
sigh.
A very interesting story, would be The school's emo prince's pride vs her stubbornness by the lovely lady who's username is, Ninaboo.
No, get your mind out of the gutter, all you people from Singapore.
lol
It's not supposed to be a bad word. Plus, I don't think you'll be spelling it that way aye?
Imma make a banner for her.
I don't usually make banners unless the story is super duper amazing like Miss Ninaboo's ones right here.
Smiles.
Great work, love.
Keep it up!

lol
That was completely random, I'm sorry.
Burst out laughing and starts rolling on the floor clutching stomach.
Sits up straight.
Hi.
Sorry about that, loves.
Clears throat.
Where was I?
Oh yes. Stories.
lol
I've an account on Quizilla, duh.
And you people, should read my storiessss!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
Yes, yes, you do.
You SO totally do!
And I'm feeling charitable.
So instead of making you people search the whole of Quizilla for me, Imma leave you a link(:
See?
I'm so nice.
Curtsey.

Starts rolling on the floor and laugh again.
I'm so sorry! Couldn't help it! It was too cute to suppress the urge!
Clears throat.
Yes, the link!
Here you go, loves.
ConstantineRose
Enjoy the stories loves(:
P.S, remember to read and rate! But you must register in order to rate and/or write stories. My God this world needs more writers.
PP.S, it's REALLY easy to register. Like ABC! So please do so(:
PPP.S, if you register, also remember to add me as your friend(:
PPPP.S, i love it when you play with my hair:D but not too rough, you crazy doofus.poke
Thank you and good night.

random quiz

2008-11-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

The Rules & Regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rules clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back

1) my hair is awesome when i wake up
2) i like sour stuff
3) i love every single animal even if they creep me out
4) i go kuku when i dont get enough sleep and food
5) i can write stories like no tomorrow if you give me a proper topic. say: vampires.
6) i still have a little girl buried deep beneath(:
7) i love spicy food(: KOREAN FOOD!
8) i only go to people i trust to get my hair cut. like a hair salon i frequent.
9) i wanna protest that ALL cinema sittings can have removable arm rests. so that if there is no one next to me, i can just remove the damned armrest and sprawl out on the seats:D
10) i'm a blonde at heart.smiles.

10 lovely friends:

♥ leah
♥ izyani
♥ alicia
♥ daniel (ho)
♥ cant be bothered
♥ meh
♥ rawr
♥ pfft
♥ fuck off
♥ please and thank you y'all(:

Funny . Very . lol

2008-11-07T12:50:00.010+08:00

rofl
very funny cass and ry((:
very funny.
Abort mission?
tickle both of you.
got "KAMIKAZEEEEEEEEEEE" also.
lol
argh.
a hopeless idiot got my msn.
and then he went loko/kuku/crazy/absurd even.
he went all "i miss you" when he hasn't even met me.
"i wanna have sex with you" do i look like a fucking baby machine to you?
"can you masturbate me?" do i look like a freelance fucking hooker?
ah.
and he looks like a beng.
that doesn't help.
and he goes all whiny when i don't answer his call or his texts.
Lord Satan and Dear Mother of Jesus.
how low can he go?
honestly. THAT is a total turn off.
i think if i told him that i hate him
and that he is a major sex maniac
who doesn't even deserve any girl's attention,
he'll burst out into tears and start apologizing
like he was going to hell in a second.
now, THAT is a bigger TURNOFF!!
GOD.
meh. whatever.
This year sucked anyway.
Valentine's day, no one to celebrate with.
My birthday, not that interesting.
hang out with friends at the beach that raised a few issues.
Every other friend's birthday, had fun(:
Teacher's day, a goner.
Halloween, pfft. the cherry on top of it all.
didn't have enough cash to enter and my feet were killing me in those flats.
ah.and the people.
can never forget them.
not naming anyone.
this guy i met, for the very first time,
met him through a friend. he is her classmate
who is due to go to their class chalet.
according to a source, he said i look like a guy.
right. you tell me.
what guy has my kinda hair, has boobs,
wears a short black skirt, and a tank top with HEELS. uh huh.
and guess what. that was the first time he ever saw me in his entire life!
meh. fuck him to hell.
and then there's a "friend" who tries to "help" everybody.
ah...help.
well that's what he claims to be doing when he isn't
complaining about he has to "stoop so low like
begging me to do something and/or stop sulking"
and also "she's such an attention seeker sia"
ahh...
if you think i'm such a pain in the ass, then why bother?
right, dk?
why bother entertaining an attention seeker, right?
because seriously, you want me to go out, have some fun, don't sulk, fine.
i can do it.
but you?
ever realized that every time i get pissed,
its always because of something you did?
i tell you to stop, but no,
you continued doing anything to piss me off.
either by intention or by accident.
either way, LISTEN WHEN I TELL YOU TO STOP
so that you wont have to deal with a bitch.
when the bitch rears its head,
comes right out and bite yo head off,
it ain't my fault, but only yours hon.
oh yes. and assumptions.
a very dangerous thing.
if you are NOT sure of anything,
DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT assume it is okay
to confirm the assumption without solid proof of the fact.
you hear a god damned rumor,
come out and ask the person involved if you got the guts.
if you've got the fucking guts to spread it,
have the fucking guts to admit it shit face.
I read, "With friends like these, who needs enemies?"
i'm dead serious here.
no pun intended to anyone who's taking offense.
if you think it's you,
maybe you're just paranoid or maybe it is you,
or say... in malay, siape makan chili dier yang rase pedas.
ack. my malay sucks ass. lol
so long and good night(:
p.s. this image below goes to anyone who thinks they can play me.

i . want .

2008-10-23T13:53:00.003+08:00

I want that kinda eyes for my Halloween costume!
I want a boyfie.
pout.
I want a boyfie that will hold my hand whenever he could.
I want a boyfie that will hug me when I'm down.
I want a boyfie that will kiss all my worries away.
I want a boyfie that will bring me flowers.
I want a boyfie that will buy my random gifts.
I want a boyfie that will help me up when I trip over something or hurt myself accidentally. XD
I want a boyfie that cares for me.
I want a boyfie that loves me.
I want a boyfie that loves to cuddle.
I want a boyfie.
I want a.
I want.
I.
Boyfie.
Someone who looks like Joe Jonas in "Burning Up" music video.
or or....
Someone who looks like Zacky Vengeance.
or or or....
Someone who looks like Jeff Hardy.
or or or or....
Someone who looks like himself(:
pout.
MewMew~
tata dolls(:
just wanted to rant!
twirls around and trips. owie.

i . need .

2008-10-12T12:31:00.004+08:00

I WANT NEW HEELS!!!!!!!

Yes, D, HEELS.
Not stumps.
Not pumps.
Not platforms.
Just heels.
Done Deal.

l . o . s . t .

2008-10-09T12:35:00.007+08:00

Guess what.
I LOST MY WALLET.
With all my raya money = 80bucks. [that was supposed to be spent on performance clothes]
Ez-link card.
Golden Village Membership card.
Library Membership card.
The card from my guitar mentor. [with complementary guitar pick(: lol]
ALOT of movie ticket stubs. [all the awesome movies. two Death Race ones (it was fucking awesome okay!)]
My house keys.
A photocopied and laminated version of my IC.
My N Levels Entry Proof.
ALOT of band-aids. [i'm the clumsy kind. so sue me! but you people still love me! hmph.]
and most importantly of all, is the wallet.
It's freaking Emily The Strange!!
wails.
and the 80bucks, whoever found my wallet and is fucking spending MY money, you, my friend(s), I hope you burn in a fiery conflagration that is only the prelude of your everlasting exile in fucking HELL.
Motherfucking hell.
The decency of Singaporeans.
I'm ~~almost~~ ashamed to called myself one.
Pfft.
To hell with you fuckers.

I WANT.

P.I.E.R.C.I.N.G.S!

2008-10-03T12:42:00.003+08:00

I WANT LIP PIERCINGS!!
Yupyup(:
i want it on my bottom lip, left side, double!
like a one sided spiderbite(:
and i have a high pain tolerance so getting both at once wont be a problem.
~recalls the last time i had my lip pierced.
damn mom)):
ANYWAYS(:
it's the motherfucking last paper!!
muahahahahaha
HUM HALLELUJAH!!
lol
raya money is 77bucks.
spent 8bucks on dinner (LJS Combo3, fyi)
aaaand...thats it.
imma go motherfucking shopping!!!!!!!!!
WORD!
lol
argh!
gotta leave for my geog paper now.
damnit!
pout.
fine.
ttyl dolls!
hugs and kisses(:

Study Mayhem!!!

2008-09-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

FUCK SHIT!!
I still haven't started studying and N Levels are like...
4 FREAKING DAY AWAY!!!!
and DANG!
my batch ain't gonna get no prom night because of a certain ADAM KHOO MOTIVATIONAL CAMP shit.
I hope you're satisfied mister.
Hmph.
HOW COULD THEEEEEEEY?!
clears throat.
anyways.
Current Situations:
School (a bore & waste of time)
Home (a nag fest for mom)
Outside (no energy due to fasting -____- damn)
On comp (total pure freedom(: until 11plus, then mom starts nagging -___- again)
My life is SOO interesting!
I know!
Fake smile.
Flips you off.
I MISSY THE PEOPLE FROM SERANGOON SECONDARY AND ST. PATS!!
Believe it.
rofl
no, I'm not okay.
I've gone bonkers under pressure.
smiles to self and sways from side to side.
Plays Naruto on phone.
Hums to self.
Watch Hellsing over and over and over again.
Looks at N Level Art Paper II question paper.
Sticks tongue out at it and burns it.
Muahahaha.
Burn you mother fucker.
Your Paper I made me suffer for 7months straight and I'm still not getting any marks from it because A CERTAIN teacher doesn't wanna let me finish it.
BIATCH!
clears thraot.
anyways.
Fiz.
I WANT THAT GOD FORSAKEN THANG YOU GOT! THAT HOODIE THINGYY!! PLEEEEEEEEEEASE?
puppy eyes with bottom lip sticking out.
sniff sniff lip trembles
PWEEEEEEEEEEASE?
oh and MMMMMMMWAH! to all the peeps that matter!!
^~^
which is you! And you! Oh! And definitely YOU!
rofl
okay.
this crazy idiot going off(:
comment meeeee!!!!
(:
P.S: In case some people don't know, I cut my hair.

[No, those glasses aren't mine.]

Trashy Week.

2008-07-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

Gosh.
Stupid irritating week.
First, almost killed myself with leg pains.
Second, my art is delayed.
Third, my freaking phone fell into the freaking toilet bowl.
Enter string of swear words.
Now, its gone bonkers.
No more music during lessons.
Eyes twitches.
Shit.
Damn.
Grr!
Enter another string of swear words.
Fourth, I want headphones!!!!!
Fuck.
Hmm.
Love, Mira(:
PS. I REALLY WANT IT! pout.

Frustrating much?

2008-06-29T12:05:00.003+08:00

Meh.
Its been a stressful week.
`N Level art preparation.
`Math.
`Guys.
`Attitude induced arguments.
`School rules.
`Principal talk bout poly/ite courses and cut off points.
`CCA grading.
`English teacher STILL not teaching properly.
`Mom's nagging.
Oh GOD!
Hold up for a god damned minute!!
To everything up there, FUCK YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh jeez.
Okay. Calm down. Before you go on a mental breakdown.
You will NOT succumb to it.
Sigh.
Okay.
Takes deep breath.
I'll do what I can for my art.
Guy problems, screw them-they can find me when they want.
Attitude induced argument, you know what? I'll change. I'll prove you fucking wrong. But. At my own pace.
Fuck it.
Fuck it.
Fuck it.
Tell her to shut up when I wanna study before I murder her in her sleep.
Sigh.
Okay.
Damn iiiiiitttttttt!!!!!
Fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck!
Grrrrrrr....
Punches wall.
Got a problem with me, talk to me. Don't write fucking long compositions to other people.
Goes out to every single fucking soul who reads this.
Love, Mira.
Ps: Stop irritating me with pokes. I'll text you when I can okay? Chill. I'll still be in Singapore for maybe 5 more years? Or maybe the rest of my life.

Orchard Cineleisure Subway SO Rocks! lol

2008-06-20T17:03:00.005+08:00

roflmfao
watched Get Smart last night with fiz..it was funny(:
lol

"Is this your stapler?" - picks up stapler on table.
"Yeah. Staple away!" - waves off absently.
"Good." - staples piece of paper onto guy's head.

ROFLMFAO!!
ooh!
While fiz was in RC talking to his friends and stuff, I went down to Subway to get late night dinner.
Two guys behind the counter.
One should be indonesian and the other is malay.
When I stepped in, the malay guy said to the indonesian one.
"She looks like my friend"
Yes, I heard that. It's called super-hearing(:
Muahahaha.
Did I mention he was hot?
Like HOTHOTHOTT! kinda hot!
rofl
So i ordered an Oven Roasted Chicken Breast with Lettuce and Pickles With Honey Mustard wrap with a regular sized Coke+Barley and sat down after paying.
Throughout the whole time I was said eating, these two behind the counter were cracking me up.
Be it about their next morning shift or about a retarded superhero.
I was trying to not laugh and I managed(:
The power of self control!
Then when fiz texted me saying that he's done, I got up to leave. The guys were closing anyways.
So I picked up my gold clutch and started to walk out.
After I stepped out, I heard the malay guy shout out "Bye".
I turned and to my surprise, he was waving as well.
To yours truly.
I smiled and wave back and got on the escalator.
Woah.
lol
Too bad I didn't get his number.
Hmm. You think he's taller than me?
Well.
I'm done here! (:
Che Bello! - What a hottie!
Ciao bella!
Love, Mira(: ♥
Ps: Watching Don't Mess With The Zohan tomorrow! (:
Hope it's good!
[coughcough]
I WANT A MOTHERFUCKING DRESS!!
[coughcough]

Boooring.

2008-06-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

Talk about boring.
Lol at the picture above.
No, I'm not going on a BF [Bitch Fit].
Just thought that it roughly explains me(:
And I got a booboo):
pout.
it's black&blue.
and painful when you poke it.
owie.
I want Cherry Flavored Push Pops!!
ZOMG!!
I miss it so much!
They replaced it with some shit tasting Orange Flavored ones.
pout.
It tastes like SHIT!!
pout some more.
Oh yes.
My booboo.
I got a scolding from my god bro
When he was scolding me, I was pinching myself like super duper sumo kinda hard!
Next thing I know, its blue and black and painful):
Wahh!!
cries like a five year old.
Someone comfort me?
pout.
About the cherry push pops!
Not the booboo!
Love, Mira.
P.s:
[coughcough]

Get it for me?
[coughcough]

Clothes

2008-06-09T17:39:00.004+08:00

"The Clothes Doesn't Make The Person. The Person Makes The Clothes"

Talk about stupidity.
I dress in all black-majority of the time.
Sometimes I dress like a prep, goth, "emo", and sometimes normal.
So? It's called having a variety, wanker.
Look at the quote above please.
Bitch, please.
The clothes don't make the person. The person makes the clothes.
Means. It don't matter if you're ugly nor fat. If you wear them clothes properly, you'll look fly. So stop yo ass bitchin' and GO DIE IN YO HOLE!!!!
Dang! That was different((:
muahahahahahahahahaha
Well then.
Was anyone offended?
There was, the same goes for the fuckers who don't know how I am but pretend like they do.
Comments appreciated! (:
Love, Mira.
P.s: Bitch, please.

Pictures of the month(:

2008-05-25T17:07:00.004+08:00

Hey guys(:
muahahahaha
how's it going?
Good? Good.
Not good? Don't bitch at me bout it.
(: we clear? Crystal? Cool.
Pictures Of The Month Time(:

Cyeah...
Nice?
No?
Don't care! (:
lol
Comments makes me smile(:
So make me smile?

Pictures

2008-04-26T17:08:00.004+08:00

Pictures of the Month!
Outings & All It's Messed Up Glory!
Muahahahaha...!
Then; World Domination shall be mine!
-cue evil laughter and thunder-

Izyani,me&Leah.

Trying not to laugh;Izyani&I.

Fiz&Leah.

Leah so cute! lol

Leah smiled! ((: lol

Group picture((: YAY!!!

My `SBB. -__- chopsticks.

RAWR!

Emira.Emily&Mira

Dentist App.

Me&I'syah((:

Blue eyes&Brown ones.
There!
Done!
lol
Apprécier !
Beau jour !

Step Up 2: The Streets

2008-03-23T12:29:00.003+08:00

Ooh yay!!! ((:
Was forced to watch Step Up 2 The Streets last night...
By who else?
Dk and fiz....
Hafta admit though...
It was awesome((:
Yes, awesome.
"Ooh... He got the key!"
rofl
and after the thing ended, fiz said he saw the guy that was sitting next to him,
stood up, twirled, and jumped over the seats on the row in front of us,
and then did this wormy arm movement dance thingy to
the end of the aisle where he met up with his friend..
and I was like "Oookay?" and I gave that nervous laugh..
lol
-sigh-
before the movie, Dk got bored. So he attacked my hair.
And the best shot of it is this.

lol
okie((:
Chéris de beau jour

Bored

2008-03-16T12:38:00.004+08:00

Okay!
A very.... Uneventful week...
Hmm...
rofl
Either tomorrow or Tuesday, this Adam Khoo camp thingy...
-sigh-
it's a school thing...
from what I've heard from the guys at St. Pat's, it's good and interesting...
I'll keep that in mind...
Here are this week's Mira's Bored Moments.

Random Camwhoring Moment(: lol

Cuzzies!!!!!!!!

Dk moved aside=P sowie!!

Past midnight, bored, SNAP! hello new pic(:lol

Mom shopping groceries, I was bored.duh.
Tada!
Done deal!
Case closed!
Full stop!
-opens door-
You know the way out,
Au revoir amours(:

Hypocrites

2008-03-10T20:49:00.005+08:00

Hypocrites.

Can't live with them; Can't live without them.
Question: Who and what do these people do?
Answer:They condemn other people for certain things. I.e. such as clothing, hair, lifestyle, attitude, etcetera. However, they fail to look at themselves before they judge others. By the simple reason that they think that they are better and of higher standards than most.

Why?

It’s human nature my dear.

Simple.
As.
That.

Okay. Just in case no one understands my simple terms up there, here is the dictionary version.

1. a pretense of having a virtuous character, moral or religious beliefs or principles, etc., that one does not really possess.

2. a pretense of having some desirable or publicly approved attitude.

3. an act or instance of hypocrisy.

Tada!
There you have it.
I’m writing about this, because majority of the people in my school are like that.

”Hah! You’re an emo! You think stripes are cool? C’mon. Wake up from your ‘dark abyss’ nonsense!”
Look what she’s wearing now.
A striped cardigan to school.
In plain sight.
Hah. Loooser.

I’m sorry if anyone is taking offense of anything I’m saying here, but it’s just the truth I’m writing.
You don’t like it, big deal. It’s my blog anyways.
I just can’t bring myself to care on what anyone thinks about certain things anymore.

“Hah! Emo!”
Yeah. I’m “Emo”. SO? Big fucking deal.
You’re dressed like an emo. Your hair is like an emo. So look who’s calling who emo dumb shit.
Sigh…

Now THAT felt good. Finally getting it out in the open (:
If you’ve got a problem with that, keep it to yourself.
Don’t bring guys into your problems cause I’m very sure they don’t wanna hear it.
Also because by gender rules: Girls have a problem with each other, settle it themselves. Don’t get guys involved. Cause it’s a girl problem! So it’s logical to keep to a girls only level! Duh.
I’m off to talk to Javi-poo now (:

Bonne nuit chéris.

.....

2008-03-05T20:11:00.005+08:00

Okay...
The set of pictures that will go under this is the combination of ALL the times that I've been bored.
During the time spend of....
Let's say... This week?

(The Devil's Star; a really good read. Thriller. Murder. Blood. Suspense. Satanism & Witchcraft. My kinda favorite read(: )

"Ehhhhh!!!! It's nuggets!" rofl (their all looking at the nuggets by coincidence btw(: )

(Was waiting for Sec2 students to leave Art room; so girlie's room! Where are youuuu?)

(Was gonna fall asleep =P lol shhhh!! don't tell ms yeo!)

(She...took a freaking butt ugly picture of meee!!! but meh... who gives a shit...zzzzzzzz)

(hmm.... Suspicious... lol)
There you have it, ladies and gentlemen.
The bored moments of Mira.
I apologize if it was a waste of your time, but who told you to look through ever single thing anyways?
Non mon défaut.
Smiles.
Bonne nuit chéris (:

....

2008-02-18T13:43:00.002+08:00

Re: The Games Have Begun...

Okay... So the game has begun...
But what is the objective of the game?
I'm treating this like a spy would treat her first undercover assignment.
So I gotta know the objective, the targets, and most important of all,
if I'm cut out to be a secret spy.
That serious aye?
Yes, I'm serious.
I'm so serious it's not even funny no more! lol
Okay! Back to topic.
I'm in school, using the art room comp.
Yes, art period. Pretty sneaky aye? Using the comp behind the teacher's back?
I've got more tricks up my sleeve..
But no way in hell am I revealing them all to you!
Hmm...
I'm off then!
Code Name: Kitty Boo.
Signing off, roger that.

.....

2008-02-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day Eve
How sweetly patheticly revolting.
Couples in school finally having the guts to hold hands.
Councillors selling roses at 2bucks each.
Red, pink and white heart shaped ballons filled with helium gas floating around costing a buck each.
Utterly stomach churning...
No seriously.
Even if I myself have a Valentine, it was just merely friends...
He's my Choir solo partner(: hehe cute, hot, friendly, nice, but sadly, a year younger and possibily taken.
sigh...
I'm never getting a boyfriend at this rate.
and will end up like an old lady with 70 over cats living off her...sigh
truly saddening isn't it?
I wonder what it's like...having someone to cuddle to when it's cold.
having someone to hold and kiss you when times are bad and make it feel better.
I wonder what's it like....to have someone hold my hand tight when we're roaming the streets pass midnight.
someone to protect me from bitches and mats...lol no pun intended...
and to have someone to be jealous when I talk to another guy and not pay attention to him...
and most of all... I wonder what's it like...
to hear someone tell me that he loves me over every single thing in this earth and universe..he loves me so much, that he wont let go of me like i'm the very oxygen that he needs to live....
I wonder what's it like....
-smiles softly-

dots...

2008-02-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

In my life I don't mean much to anyone.
I've lost my way and I can't go back anymore.
Once I had everything now it's gone.
Some people say that I'm not worth it.
I made mistakes but nobody's perfect.
Guess I'll give it a try.
I've got one last chance to get myself together.
I can't lose no more it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be.
I've got one more chance to get myself together.
The time has come for me to change again.
I can't carry on like this. I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me.
Just give me the time and space to heal my head.
Give me the support to carry on.
I don't wanna be misunderstood.
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good.
Some people say that I'm not worth it.
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect.
Guess I'll give it a try.
One. Last. Chance.
`heads up and smile(:

.....

2008-02-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

Why did I bother?
To sing solo for a school concert???
WHY???
Didn't I learn to just go with the flow and not make a difference whatsoever?
To pretend that I don't exist so that people wont see how fat, ugly, pathetic and horrid this being is that is among them.
My being this pathetic disgust even me!
Just hows I'm nothing but a worthless being...
Everyone I know always leave...
It just depends on the time spent by each individual.
Cause even they don't want to waste their time with me.
I might as well just call myself an "it" instead of a "she" seeing as I'm not worth even a true friend.
For example:
I met this guy on VF [Vampire Freaks] last year during the June holidays...
We'll call him Z.
We became good friends. Better yet, we called each other siblings.
That was how tight we were.
Then comes another guy. We'll call him J.
J and I hooked up. During our relationship, J and Z got into a disagreement.
I was stuck in between and was expected to choose sides.
I just couldn't choose. So I told them I couldn't.
J left for another girl.
Z left cause he thought I took J's side secretly.
I texted Z sometime last week and never got a reply back.
And I know that he got the text seeing as he changed his number and I've got the new number.
See? Everyone leaves.
Life's a whore.
It fucks everyone over.
No matter how much I try, I just can't SMILE knowing the truth about me.

"There's more than meets the eye behind that cheery smile of hers"

bleah!

2008-01-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

Hmph.
Yyyy...........
This place is NOT a morgue!
I haven't updated cause the comp is fucked up.
Yes, it's fucked up.
It'll load like normal...
And then BAM! it shuts down and refuses to turn on again.
So I would have to switch off the comp and turn it back on again a couple of time before it'll FINALLY open and STAY that way! hmph.
Waste of time, darls...
Well well well...
Two days ago...
My housing estate area was raining cats, dogs, sheep, cows, rats and mice.
lol
It was soo heavy, that some parts of CONCRETE sidewalks and drains were flooded.
Here's some pictures taken of it...

Oh my god.
Oh my.
Oh dear.
I know.
lol
Good thing there's such thing as a shelter:] lol
for God's sake.
My uniform blouse is white -___-
lol ttyl dolls
-air kisses cheeks-

:]

2008-01-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Yay!
I'm back!
rofl
anyways....
woah... I studied.
0_o
big shocker...
but meh... It was bio... so no biggie...
Me <3 Bio:)
I'm sorta one step closer to completing my resolutions!
Thy shalt complete every single fucking one of thou!
lol
Peace out dolls!
Remember; SMILE.
P.S: I'm ~~bi.~~ :)

hehe

2008-01-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

KYAHH!!!!!!!!
Happy New Year:)
again. lol
OMIGOSH!!!
The fireworks last night was mesmerizing!!!!
-daydreams about the fireworks-
hmm... Just to show you how awesome it was, I'll try to get my friend to send it to me(:
But obviously he's still in Lala Land -___-
I mean I got home at 4am. And I got sent home first...
So yeah... You get my drift...
lol
I guess that's it. I shall complete all of my resolutions!!!
But I'm kinda not-so-sure about the studying for "N" Level one...
heh heh..
WHAT?! You can't blame me!!!
I can't study! Alone that is... lol
Remember; SMILE(:

Boo and Yeah! lol

2007-12-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah!!! Gimme a BOO and a YEAH!!!!
rofl mmkay?
Meh.... Ooh!!! Guess what?! Guess what?! GUESS MOTHERFUCKING WHAT?!
IT'S FREAKING NEW YEAR'S DAY/EVE THINGY!!!!!!!
YAAAAAYYYY!!!!!!!
Uh....
New Year's Resolution
-Shall stop being so violent. Shall only be violent when defending friends and such.
- Shall start saving pocket money so I can go into clubs after 14th May [will be officially 16year old and will be legal to enter so TAKE THAT you suckers who are younger than 16year of age! HAH! lol]
-Shall study for 'N' Levels.
-Get a date for Prom Night around November?
Most Important of All!
-Get a digital camera!!!

I guess that all(:
Happy New Year's everyone! May you have an awesome year ahead of ya and cherish those precious memories of 2007(:
And remember, to SMILE(:

bleah

2007-12-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

Bored shitless out off my fucking mind. But meh.
Gonna play basketball at 10pm tonight... Yes, 10pm. You didn't read it wrongly. 10PM.
Was online on msn the whole day, but appeared offline just for the fun of it:] lol
Naw.. Really! lol Searched up new Bloskins....
And I've decided that this will stay for quite some time...
Too tired of changing HTML codings and shits...
I'm a lazy ass.. SO SUE ME PUNK! lol
Yes, I'm out off my fucking mind now... Cause noooo.... No one would entertain me! Hmph.
I MIGHT consider going bi again.
Just 'cause guys are all pain in the ass.
Yes, ass. Buttocks. Bums. Butt. Whatever the hell you wanna call it; I don't give a shit.
Anyways.... So yeah... But there is a very important word up in that previous statement.
Key word: might.
That is.. If any girls are interested?
-hint hint-
rofl just joking...
lmfao just joking about the just joking part...
Okay. But seriously. Thy shalt turn bi by next year if guys are still a pain in my royally sinful whiney.
OOH! New word to describe ass.
-adds it in-
Ass. Buttocks. Bums. Butt. Whiney.
lol

MotherFucking Hell....

2007-12-29T10:54:00.000+08:00

SOME RANDOM FUCKER HACKED INTO MY FUCKING ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!
-___- gahh!!!!!
How could they/he/she?!?!?!?!
bleah.
go suck ryry's imaginary dick la you asshole!!!!
anyways... guys!!! the time setting was cocked up...
the fucker publish the "story" at 4.35pm. and i was over at my friend's place...
and yes, yy, i love you... rofl
thankies daniel[ho] for saving my ass last night:]
-engulf dan in a gigantic bear hug-
lol
damn.... my friend was hot=P
noooo.... seriously!!! and he has a cute german sherpherd:]
even though i was MILDLY freaking out at the cutie licking my shoes and with his front paws on my lap, i still think that it's cute. me want a yorkshire terrier!!!!!!!! -pout-

LOOK AT THAT!!!!!
Isn't that soooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
-gets stared at by everyone-
uh.....
-waves slowly-
hi? heh heh heh....
-wears sunnies and sticks nose up in air-
hmph. fine. keep staring.
-hair flip and struts out of blog like sharpey evans-